THE MOTHER OF JESUS GAVE THE FIRST GIFT
The bruise of asking
inside genderless
the more a God demands
spreads angelic paste
the task of bearing
Christ's little weight
tastes a globe of blood
on the toying tongue
clouds boiled elsewhere
prepare their foreignness
like uneven stars
exchange air for dust
rain for a reign
the boy-child's nails
are rust by now
after the Roman taps
caress that blonde grain
the wood bore his skinny
freight well off the ground
that deserved more just
as she Mary-mother lifted
His lusty seedlings
of denatured dominion
in her privacy ruined
her swollen overbearing
flood bursting green
banks to drown
Christmastime in a tide
her fluidity of sense
and giving up, her
blunt loss the main gift
that flourishes brightly
across centuries, a snow
drift his Easter clears
but only first the good
comes, the stain under skin
healing slowly, after
an unalterable imposition
in the dizzy hayloft
among beasts and sultans
bowing to see water break
and a woman open out
to let one black hole emerge
out of fecundity into world
as if being went backwards
to roll the sun back
as a sleeve will to an arm
harm itself undone in splurge
the sack and grease
of this birth contaminating
each pried apart visitor
driven back to dull lands
immersed in a totality-virus
the entirety of creation aching
to shed and blister as if a snake
taking flight to be - up - bird
copyright Todd Swift 2013
The bruise of asking
inside genderless
the more a God demands
spreads angelic paste
the task of bearing
Christ's little weight
tastes a globe of blood
on the toying tongue
clouds boiled elsewhere
prepare their foreignness
like uneven stars
exchange air for dust
rain for a reign
the boy-child's nails
are rust by now
after the Roman taps
caress that blonde grain
the wood bore his skinny
freight well off the ground
that deserved more just
as she Mary-mother lifted
His lusty seedlings
of denatured dominion
in her privacy ruined
her swollen overbearing
flood bursting green
banks to drown
Christmastime in a tide
her fluidity of sense
and giving up, her
blunt loss the main gift
that flourishes brightly
across centuries, a snow
drift his Easter clears
but only first the good
comes, the stain under skin
healing slowly, after
an unalterable imposition
in the dizzy hayloft
among beasts and sultans
bowing to see water break
and a woman open out
to let one black hole emerge
out of fecundity into world
as if being went backwards
to roll the sun back
as a sleeve will to an arm
harm itself undone in splurge
the sack and grease
of this birth contaminating
each pried apart visitor
driven back to dull lands
immersed in a totality-virus
the entirety of creation aching
to shed and blister as if a snake
taking flight to be - up - bird
copyright Todd Swift 2013
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