Is there anything better than sun? Not the sun, mind, but sun, singular. Sun. As in getting, taking, catching. Today was sunny in London. Fully and completely sunny. 22 Celsius. That is almost miraculous - a barbecue Spring moment of extreme grace. I sat out in both the back and front of my flat, following sun. I read some Hazlitt, on Familiar Style, the new Adrienne Rich, some Jessie L. Weston (she has a marvellous style!), and ended with some April poems from David Lehman's delightful The Evening Sun. I also read some newspapers, and other books, one on rhetoric, but leave that for another day. I sometimes wore my UEA ballcap - but mostly I am red-faced for the seeking of the very highest good: sun.
A poem for my mother, July 15 When she was dying And I was in a different country I dreamt I was there with her Flying over the ocean very quickly, And arriving in the room like a dream And I was a dream, but the meaning was more Than a dream has – it was a moving over time And land, over water, to get love across Fast enough, to be there, before she died, To lean over the small, huddled figure, In the dark, and without bothering her Even with apologies, and be a kiss in the air, A dream of a kiss, or even less, the thought of one, And when I woke, none of this had happened, She was still far distant, and we had not spoken.
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